i just came back from xpharm and packed abit. its 3.10am and i gotta wake up at 5am hahah so i guess im not gonna be sleeping. at least not much. I MISS XPHARM ALREADY. seriously. im so glad i signed up for it, it wasnt great all the way with the campers from different jcs and not knowing one another at the start. but seeing them get to know each other better, cooperate during games and lab sessions, their enthusiastic responses during the games and when we need to brainstorm for ideas, how they can volunteer themselves and want to contribute to the whole og.. i dontknow what to say, there is just this deep deep sense of accomplishment and happiness. i feel like im their mom now. HAHA. whatever it is, it was great, and i had a hard time leaving them just now when they are only breaking camp tmr. because i know its a fact that its probably impossible for all of us to meet up again, esp since they are only jc students, and i know i will miss them alot. having them thank you, showing appreciation, feeling sad when i said that i had to leave... is just one of the greatest feelings i've ever felt. thank you og4 (:
night games for both nights were great, they really helped to bond the og and they were both mind boggling but enriching in such a way that we really learn alot from them. im so glad i didnt leave earlier and had to miss out any of the games, or any of the times that i can spend with my dear og!
xpharm makes me feel like not wanting to go to taiwan now, cause it made me leave them halfway :( but i cannt do anything and all good things come to an end, so i will feel equally sad leaving them tmr. i am telling myself, at least we had good memories.
bye singapore, see you on the 22nd.
